I regret not having dedicated my entire life to one specific thing, one specific passion.  I regret not spending every spare moment of my life working on an art piece or a design piece or something of that sort.  I used to, but then I stopped and I now fall behind some very talented people.  There's nothing about my work that makes me noticeably different or unique, which is a crying shame.

What will I do if I fail to get accepted into all the universities I apply to, or fail to get accepted to any at all.

Pray for me.  Pray to the university acceptance gods.  Pray to all gods.  Prayyyyyyy!!